Proud Pawrents

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July 4th marked one month since Bailey was diagnosed, and the 8th was one month post amputation. After the initial shock and grief of the situation, we quickly focused on the business of doing everything we can for Bailey, both from a treatment perspective and quality of life standpoint. She made amazing progress after surgery and we have yet to see any side effects from the chemotherapy.

Bailey Welcoming Lauren Home
Bailey Welcoming Lauren Home

I get home before Lauren most days. Before all of this, Bailey and I would walk to the train station in the evening to wait for her to arrive and walk home together. I thought we wouldn’t be doing this together for many years. However with Bailey’s energy and quick adaptability we’ve made quick progress toward getting back to it. At first it was just walking through the house and waiting on the front porch for Lauren to arrive, Bailey would run to get her as soon as she came into sight. Her progress continued quickly, walking first to the corner, then a bit further, and now most of the way to the station. We sit down, and she smiles at me wagging her tail and constantly checking for Lauren to come into sight, at which time she will sprint toward her wagging uncontrollably and welcome Lauren home with plenty of licks. It is a moment I quietly observe with great pride, it last all of a minute, a beautiful interaction between human and canine. Tying back to my previous post, it is these small moments that make me the happiest.

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For the July 4th weekend we traveled to my family’s cabin in the Sierra’s. Along with us humans Bailey had her half-sister Scout and cousins Lily and Bandit to hang out with. Even with one front leg she still wrestles and plays like nothing is wrong. On Saturday we took them all up to the nearby lake so they could play in the water. Lauren and I arrived first and Bailey easily hopped down the short path and upon seeing the water bounded over fallen trees right into the lake. We quickly grabbed a stick and started tossing it into the shallow part of the lake, no problem for Super Bailey. The other dogs eventually arrived and for the next hour they romped in the water chasing sticks and wrestling around. Perhaps taking after her father, she didn’t go so far as to scare us, but just far enough to swim and enjoy the lake. Everyone in attendance was in both silently and vocally in awe of what they were witnessing. Proud hardly begins to explain our feelings.

One word of note and caution. Bailey was very sore the next morning in her sole front shoulder. We all went to take a short walk, and while we know Bailey can’t go as far as the other pups, we quickly realized she should hardly be walking anywhere (especially downhill). While momentarily heartbreaking for us all, we quickly scooped Bailey up and drove down to flat ground and met the rest of the crew for a small section of the walk, a happy compromise.

A couple post scripts, one fun and one not so fun:

  1. I began writing this before Bailey’s second round of chemo (carboplatin). While she showed zero side effects from the first round, last night (about 12 hours post injection) she woke up and vomited. She seemed better this morning, a little lethargic, but hoping to not need to put her on any anti-nausea drugs.
  2. We are in the process of finalizing some details on a road trip to Oregon to visit our friends and their pup who Bailey has always wanted to meet. Bailey and our favorite thing to do is take the camper and travel, so we are really excited, details and stories to come!

Simple Things: Bike races with Bailey

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My first post and the first thing you’ll note is that my writing can’t compare to the beauty of my better human half, Lauren. Bailey, my better canine half, is our best friend and almost always at our side. Without exception, the first question that comes up when we are considering any activity or event is whether it’s Bailey friendly. We can tell you the policy (official or otherwise) at most all establishments, trails and parks in our area.

Much of our travel is around the Northern California region in our camper. I race road bikes competitively, which means a lot of time in small out of the way towns in the Central Valley and Sierra Foothills. Bailey is much more well-known at races than me or Lauren, her cheerful puppy face regularly distracts athletes from their strict prerace routine, they cannot help but come over to say hi and give her a quick pet. Motivation in races often comes from knowing that the sooner I cross the finish line the sooner I’ll get to see my adventure buddies. No matter how I finish, Lauren will run to hug me while Bailey vigorously wags her tail licking the salty sweat from my legs jumping excitedly wanting to make it a group hug. I instantly know I am the luckiest person at that finish line, no matter who is on the podium that day. Long after the race has finished and everyone has gone home, the three of us will often sit at the back of the camper quietly watching the sun slip below the western horizon. It is simple serene moments like this, with my two girls by my side that make me the happiest.

Yesterday Bailey started her first round of chemotherapy. It is our greatest hope that she will beat the odds and have many more happy years with us, and that when I come across the line in future races she’ll run to me, three legs strong, wag her tail just as vigorously and lick all that salty sweat right of my leg!

A New Chapter in Our Great Adventure

Bailey's Last Romp Before Surgery
Bailey’s Last Romp Before Surgery

Anyone can carry his burden, however heavy, until nightfall. Anyone can do his work, however hard, for one day. Anyone can live sweetly, patiently, lovingly, purely, until the sun goes down. And this is all that life really means.

Robert Louis Stevenson


Bailey, Stu and I have been writing our adventure story together for the past two years.  The three of us are adventure buddies and together we’re unstoppable. We sneak away together quietly as the city sleeps to watch the sun rise over the Golden Gate Bridge, in the calmest of calm, before even the sun pokes up its sleepy head. We hike to the top of mountains to take in the deep greens and rich blues and breathe in deep breaths of the crisp mountain air that fill my lungs and soul with the deepest happiness. Stu and Bailey will bound ahead as I walk behind them taking it in and thinking how lucky I am to have found my two kindred spirits, my adventure buddies. I not-so-secretly delight in the fact that if I walk a little more slowly, Bailey is guaranteed to come trotting back to me to check in and lead me to the adventures ahead. Though we dart out of bed before the sun to take in the day, we know and love the value of slowing down. I’ve been lucky to share the tranquility of many sunsets with these two, the most beautiful kiss on the head of a drowsy day before tucking it away to sleep. When the three of us are standing on the top of a mountain or sitting alone on a beach as the sea swallows the sun or standing at the bottom of Yosemite Valley, looking up at mountains and trees and night sky which fades into infinity, I feel so humbled and content to have found my place in this great, beautiful world.

When we found out our adventure pup had osteosarcoma we were shocked. Our Bailey girl is not even three,  though her two years have been the best two of my life. Bailey had been limping slightly, but being the active pup she is, we didn’t think too much of it at first. There was no pain when you touched her leg and nothing felt broken. We thought it was a routine vet visit and we’d find out she had twisted it in a wrestling match with a friend at the park. I wish I could have been there with Stu when he found out that wasn’t the case. We found out on June 4th that our baby girl had cancer- Stu’s mother’s birthday and the day when my brother and his wife gave birth to the most beautiful baby boy.  That moment, for me, is when our new chapter began.